Friday, September 03, 2004

One of those weeks

Ever just had one of those weeks? Mine started Sunday, when I fell into a funk I've yet to entirely escape from. Oh, I think there are several legit reasons for why I've been feeling down - not all of which I'll get into here (since I doubt you're that interested) and now. I think in part its been a delayed reaction to the events of last week, which may have taken some time to really settle in. I put on a good face, but...rejection isn't fun. No matter how many times I tell myself that her rejecting me has more to do with her faults than any problem with me (Hey...if she can't see what she's missing out on, that's her problem - as somebody said last weekend I'm "good boyfriend material"...whatever that means), I still have to face the fact that I made myself vulnerable and was shot down. Yes...at least I made the effort, but...I didn't deserve the response I got.

I suppose it could have been worse. She could have refused my invitation to coffee that night. Or, more annoying, she could have ignored my messages entirely - leaving me to wonder if there was something I said that managed to change things.

No matter. That isn't the only thing that's been bothering me. The news out of the GOP convention has been ugly and disturbing. Don't have much to say on that, to be honest. They haven't had anything interesting to say for four years...why start now? Plus, work garbage has been piling up and I'm not particularly excited for this long weekend - most everybody I know is going out of town. I suppose I'll still try and see "Garden State" this weekend - since that's been something I've wanted to do for weeks. Or maybe I'll spend three days drunk and singing Dwight Yoakam and Springsteen songs until I feel better... ;)

At least it's payday.

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